12 August 2009

911

Cab nko. w8. Rescue kita
kae 08-08-09 17:07

i was almost teary-eyed then. i was trying to explain why i had a couple of smokes. i just quit smoking and it is never easy. i used to smoke more than 2 packs a day... now i can manage NOT to smoke AT ALL for a full 24hours. it's just difficult for me when i drink and DON'T smoke (it kills me. makes me all nauseous)

anyway, i get it that i don't have to explain myself. i don't have to justify why i had to hide to have a couple of cigs. it's still wrong. no matter which angle you look at it. i knew your intentions were good. everything was for my own good. all i was asking for was understanding. going cold turkey is never easy. you did not have to judge me.

"what do you want us to do? congratulate you?"

i never quit smoking for anyone.

so, fuck you and thank you kae.

2 comments:

Karen said...

hindi kita iiwan nay.

cielo said...

that really disturbed you big time. i thought it was just in the moment thing.

anyway, there is a thin line between caring and violating.

i'm with you with the "fuck you..." lol!

seriously,it's one thing to care. it's another thing to respect. either way, there should be a sync.

what the fck, am i talking about? just checking your blog. it's been awhile...