crush -dave matthews band

It's crazy I'm thinking
just as long as you're around
And here I'll be dancing on the ground
Am I right side up or upside down
To each other we'll be facing
By love,
By love
We'll beat back the pain we've found
You know
I mean to tell you all the things
I've been thinking deep inside my head
with each moment the more I love you
Come on go ahead and crush me, baby.

nice song. lovin` it. :)

...

everytime i start to write, i get a freakin' mental block.

freestyle.

im writing this topless. it's so hot. pawis to death. i hate it.

i have laundry backlogs, it's haunting me in my sleep. i havent washed three baskets full of dirty clothes... that's like eeew.

so lazy these days.

i am so tired. so tired. so tired of life.

sick, sad little world.

No, you're not the first to fall apart
But always the first one to complain
You better get careful or you'll compromise everything you are

The world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said

Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

I've never had unpaid confidantes
It's more than I would care to explain
But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame

The world is a joke when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said

Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world

mr. ninja knows.

there is something wrong here.

do not do to others while others do unto you.
hwag mong gawin sa iba habang ginagawa sa iyo?
example. pag pinapaselos ka, wag mong pagselosin din.
kasi malamang di naman magseselos yun.
di ka naman importante.
lesson learned?
ui i hope you learned something.

happiness.

happiness is just a concept. the truth is, life is sad, and our everyday struggles is how to get out of this thing, this sadness, this melancholia.
-lav diaz (from a text message sent to me by karen amul)

the "magsalita-ka-na" ceremony

bert, our resident taga-tuguegarao guy, told me of this semi-ceremony they do with little babies when they are just about to talk:

the parents pick the most noisy/boisterous/talkative amongst the baby's godparents (if the baby is a girl, then its the noisiest godmother. if a boy, then the godfather) and this godparent will "unlock" the baby's mouth with a key... the baby should then begin to talk sooner than expected (supposedly).

soooooo among halleigh's godmothers, it's kring who's the most madaldal. that's because she's our babaeng bakla extraordinaire.

i am not superstitious but heh, we did it just for the heck of it (there is nothing to lose anyway).

we brought halleigh's chicco toy keys (a teether from her ninang donna mae and ninong ericson) to enchanted kingdom and went on with the silly ceremony. :p


that's tita faith holding halleigh, ninang kring doing the "unlocking"


halleigh: what are you grownups doing?!?!


ninang kring so hyped up!


halleigh: gimme my toy, tita faith! :D


aww halleigh, we all can't wait! speak up! :D


that's all folks.

xoxo

birthday girl

uhm. toph had me listen to this song today. i just wanna share it with my girlie girl buds who just celebrated and will celebrate their birthdays:
kring - sept 23
karen - oct 2
meann-oct 12

we are going to enchanted kingdom tomorrow. im freakin thrilled! it's gonna be halleigh's first time :)

good old days...

i was browsing through my friends list on friendster... and i came upon this photo:

(from left to right) top: jaycee, joe, joe's wifey, tolites, me and my date ian. bottom: the couple - jayR and xan

ahh. the good old days. i miss these guys. *sigh*

okaaaaaaay. ima stop reminiscin` now. time for bed.

loungin`

today was my first time to step into Seattle's Best Coffee. my coffee was courtesy of your royal gayness - joseph jake balin. i did not know what to order, but i know how i LOVE Starbuck's Coffee Jelly:


so i ordered their version of it - Java Jelly. i had a super-sized java jelly and a yummy butterscotch bar (SUGARHIGH!). the coffee was good (but i still love my starbucks coffee jelly) and yes, the conversation over coffee was interesting. :)

after coffee i met up with grace. we went to a cafe near her office. she had an uber late lunch, i couldn't eat even if i wanted to... the coffee was something else :p anway, grace and i were just talking and talking. it was as if we owned the place. we were just loungin` and i did not want to go home. it felt like home just sitting there, sharing stories with grace, listening... but yeah like all good things, you know...

and soooooooooooo here i am. i want to write. there is a lot to write about. but i found myself just sitting here, listening to this song from Finch, i did not notice i was singing my heart out to this song:

talk about eeeeemo! :p

anyhoooo, i'm so tired. my little baby's asleep, i might as well join her. gnyties y'all. xoxo.

out from slumber

wake me up when september ends...

hurray for the first day of october. tomorrow is going to be karen amul's birthday.

happy birthday kae! :D

kae's been my cee vee gee little baby. not because she's little, but because i love her :p

she's sorta ill right now, i wish she gets better right before her day comes so she can have a blast. birthdays come only once a year, so she ought to enjoy it.

she may have had too much fun from her bohol shindig... that's why she got sick. good thing she is still on vacation leave, she can rest. i miss kae... wish i'd get to see her on her birthday!

I HAVE INTERNET!

NYAHAHHAHAHAHA! AND I THOUGHT IT WAS ALREADY DISCONNECTED!
IT WAS DOWN THE ENTIRE DAY... IT WAS TEH SHITS! TELL ME ABOUT IT!