maynard james keenan.

Something has to change. Undeniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me and I wouldn't have it any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be well upon our way. Blend and balance pain and comfort deep within youtill you will not have me any other way. It's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I don't want it. I just need it. To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip away. Something kinda sad about the way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everything. What became of subtlety? How can it mean anything to me if I really don't feel anything at all? I'll keep digging till I feel something. Elbow deep inside the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Shoulder deep within the borderline. Relax, turn around and take my hand.

razorblade suitcase.

straight no chaser

bush

always be there face i live with
always be there face i live with
abscess memory with broken fingers
all the fallen down angels raw pain distress
it's all
in the way we know that we could have it all
some
satellites of pain can't always be ignored
war on all sides
war on all sides

drink life as it comes straight no chaser
life as it comes straight no chaser
climb inside you away from strangers
building a system of alleys and motorways
it's all
in the way we know
we could have it all
some
satellites of pain can't always be ignored
it's all in the face of what we thought we knew before
war on all sides
war on all sides
war on all sides

keep on driving hair left morning wet
there's nothing like losing you
there's nothing like losing you
there's nothing like losing you
there's nothing like losing you

straight no chaser

I can tell by your eyes that you've prob'bly been cryin' forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't wanna talk about it, how you broke my heart.
but if I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, my heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the colors of my heart;
blue for the tears, black for the night's fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't wanna talk about it, how you broke my heart.
but if I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, my heart?
my heart, whoa my heart, this ol' heart.

I don't wanna talk about it, how you broke my heart,
but if I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, my heart?
My heart, whoa, my heart.

i don't wanna talk about it

-rod stewart

SSDD*

i'm tired of the same old crap.
people giving me shit! heck, i've been here for so long!
you dare question my judgement?
why ask a question or ask for help in the first place if you are not going to take my word for it?
i say, wtf - go to hell.
so much for helping.

*same shit, different day.

God is good.

hindi ito kung anuanong shit na basta basta lang para may ilagay dito.

nagdiriwang ang aking puso dahil alam ko na may Diyos at alam kong mahal Nya ako.
naghihirap ako at wala na talaga akong pera, peksman.
naglalakad ako sa ayala avenue kasama mga tropa ko sa opisina, bigla lang akong napatingin sa aking niyayapakan at biglang may kulay ube na nakakulubot!
ito ay aking pinulot at aba, akalain mo -- isang daang piso!!!

dahil dito ay may pambili na ako ng paborito kong pan de coco.
hindi pa ako kumakain simula kagabi. lunch ko sa opis yung pang binigay lang sa akin na blue seal na marlboro menthol lights (langya, menthol pa! onga pala, beggars can't be choosers).

MAY DIYOS AT MAHAL NYA AKO.

Amen.