dang it!

after a very long time, i got to see dang again!
i was lucky i'm on cee vee gee hiatus ^_^
happy. just like the good ol' days.

i have a lot of nothing to say.

the mummy.

things i have in the closet

(just shared this with kae. just need to document it. haha!)
i will always be emo.
even if it is just a closet thing. hihihi
:)

back to the CGY!

I can NOT wait to spend Christmas and New Year in Cagayan de Oro!!!

hope the toph can come with us, sana pwede mag leave. :)

sana din may pera nako para makapagbook na ng ticket... habang mura pa. hehe.

after ondoy.

thank you to those who sent monetary assistance -- auntie lu, veekee, and anne marie. we were able to buy food and other necessities. it was able to get us by and we still have something left for future use (for the next disaster, perhaps?) i really, really appreciate it. ♥

the house is clean now. thanks to ate carmen and her goons. thanks to gemma, too. some shit needs to be sorted out but yea, maybe later.

steve is alive. he may have lost a couple of limbs but yes, he survived. :)

my shelves had given up. i have no more books to store on them anyway. i will miss my books. i would have to begin booksale scavenger hunts again to find king, carcaterra, and harris. but like what daddy said -- don't worry about your things, you can always replace them. what's important is, you're all okay. so yea, i'm gonna have my collection back soon (hopefully).


God is always good to me. thank You for always watching over me and my family. i still have it good. i cried watching the news. i'm so grateful for this life. i pray that the people who were devastated by this calamity will be given strength to start from scratch. i pray they will still have a reason to smile, to still be inspired despite all the ruckus and the destruction the typhoons had caused... afterall, hope springs eternal. ^_^ oh and yea -- bless the hearts of those who continue to help out the victims. mabuhay kayo!

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure of heart, for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called children of God.
Blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Gospel of St. Matthew 5:3-10

stranded!

STEVE IS FLOATING!
news from my sweets. omg. steve, my trusty fridge! i hope he did not drown, oh please be alive when all this shit's goin to be over!

OUR HOUSE IS DESTROYED!
my books :( my ps2 :( the dvds too! :'(
the tv got saved. and yea, you heard about steve...

but everyone is fine, thank goodness.
more importantly, HALLE is fine!

i told aries it is the end of the world. not true, he says 2012 pa daw.
this is like, what? the third time i got stranded at the office within my 5-year stint at the ceeveegee. milenyo. frank. and what's the name of this crazy bagyo?
thank you to marieness, tim and om g. being stranded was not too bad.

i wanna go home. *sniff*

the toph.

All the man I am
You are the reason for me, you help me understand
Ill be your shelter from the rain that never ends
Girl, youve always got a friend in me

All the love we had
I shouldve known our love was older than the past
Throwing my life away on songs I never heard
Just the speaking of a special word
I made you die inside but you loved me

And dont believe the world
No, the world cant give us paradise
When you make your love to me
Til I just could not see the light

As long as I got you
As long as I got me
As long as we got you and I

I wont let you down
No better love will be there when you turn around
Ill be living for you till the ocean turns to sand
There will never be any man
Could love you just the way that I love you....

So dont believe the world
No the world cant give us paradise
In the eye within the storm
When I just could not make it through the night

As long as I got you
As long as I got me
As long as we got you and I

So dont believe the world
No the world cant give us paradise
In the eye within the storm
When I just could not make it through the night

As long as I got you
As long as I got me
As long as we got you and I

♥

reklamador... dor... dor...

andami kong reklamo.
as in.
gusto kong gumawa ng litanya ng mga reklamo ko sa mundo.
di ko alam san ako magsisimula.
nakakasawa shet.
sige hwag na muna ako magsalita.
bigyan pa natin ng onti pang panahon.
pag di na matiis...

Intolerance.

I don't want to be hostile. I don't want to be dismal. But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existence either. See, I want to believe you, and I want to trust and I want to have faith to put away the dagger. But you lie, cheat, and steal. And yet I tolerate you. Veil of virtue hung to hide your method while I smile and laugh and dance and sing your praise and glory. Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma as I smile and laugh and dance and sing your glory while you lie, cheat, and steal. How can I tolerate you? Our guilt, our blame, I've been far too sympathetic. Our blood, our fault. I've been far too sympathetic. I am not innocent. You are not innocent. No one is innocent. I will no longer tolerate you. Even if I must go down beside you. Because, No one is innocent.

http://www.toolband.com/album/lyrics/undertow.html

Truth, The Bitter Truth

how can you go so low?!

ganun pala yun. hindi ko alam. pasensya.

5 years in the cee vee gee.

burnout!
[insert soundtrack here: 5 years, sugar hiccup]

tyson

Sakit ng tenga ko.
Kinagat mo kgabi
04-Sep-2009 08:16

Dami ko kagat. Itinakbo mo pa sasakyan! Tsk. Iba ata epekto sayo pag hard ang inum.hehe
04-Sep-2009 10:01

crazy shit. super dooper z0ned out ako, para akong nang hyperspace bonus at nilamon ng wormhole sa kun san mang kalawakan!

naalala ko tinakbo ko sasakyan, for some reason di ko alam pano imaneho yung oto ni aries, matik ata yun ewan ko ba or talagang sobrang lasing lang ako at di ko na alam pano mag drayb. itinakbo ko ang sasakyan, sakay ko sa harap yung chik ni aries. naknamf! buti walang bumangga samen. buti di ko nabangga yung sasakyan. buti ayos lang kami. buti di ako binangasan ni aries nung nahabol nya kame. naiimagine ko ung mukha ni aries nun. siguro galit pero alam nya di ko alam pinaggagawa ko. lasing ako. thank you mehn at di moko binigyan ng uppercut sa peys!

so syempre, si joe na nag walkout for some reason, kinailangan kong itext para ibalita mga kagaguhang ginawa ko. namiss nya ang aking pagka psycho.

Hahaha pramis? angkulet.nkakatawa un a.anusbe ni tatang?ngmadali ak my pupnta s haus kelngn mauna ak e.
04-Sep-2009 15:03

Bwahahahaha. Ako dmerecho pa inuman pguwi.kaya nga natxt pa kta e.haha nkaktwa ka wild.
04-Sep-2009 15:23

Hahaha.nayare ka ni empoy!
04-Sep-2009 15:29

Haha eto ngrep na c g0ta.ntatwa syo.snbe dn tngkol s tenga nya.hahaha
04-Sep-2009 15:39

ayun.

Dami ko pantal. Galing sa mga kuko mo. May pasa ako sa braso, kinagat mo. Grabe.hehe
04-Sep-2009 15:51

kakahiya, diba?

Wla ka nman cnabing nakakahiya. Pag hinahatak mo lang ako, nakabaon mga kuko mo kya pantal pantal ü
04-Sep-2009 16:35

super nakakahiya. i texted genes, asked her if i hurt her or said anything that was inappropriate last night and i said was sorry.

Wala naman.ü it was all fun last night.ü hehe
04-Sep-2009 16:35

parehos silang sinabi ni aries. "wla problema dun sa kagabi. It's all fun."

nawalan ako ng ulirat. ang maalala ko lang, umalis si joe, hinabol ko pa siya sa labas, nakasalubong ko si ogang (isa sa mga goons kela ate carmen) nagpasama ako sa kanto para hanapin at pabalikin si joe kaso dehins ko na xa nakita. pabalik na kami ni ogang sa bahay nang makasalubong namin si aries at genes. nasa sasakyan na sila, pauwi na ata. ewan ko basta the next thing i remembered was nasa sasakyan nko ni aries, pabalik na kme sa bahay. ipinarada ni aries ang sasakyan sa tapat ng tindahan ni ate carmen. basta for some reason, kami nalang ni genes sa loob. nagkwentuhan kame. siguro madami kaming napag usapan pero iilang parts lang maalala ko. basta sinabi ni genes na si aries lang daw inaantay nya, takot daw sa committment or something like that. i'm pretty sure i remembered that right.

yeah, there was that conversation. and ayun, from the backseat lumipat ako sa driver's seat. pinaandar ko sasakyan ni aries. hindi ko alam bakit talaga. siguro si genes lang ang nakakaalam. ewan ko kung gano kalayo inabot namin. siguro di naman kalayuan kase nahabol pako ni aries nung di ko na alam pano idrive ung sasakyan. tas yun. that was the last thing i remembered.

i don't remember how i got home, how i got to my bed and what time i went to sleep. basta ayun nagising nalang ako na super gutom, masakit ang sikmura. 3am na. 12mn shift ko. text kagad ke boss. text kela jerwin. hindi ako makakapasok, may lagnat. sumuka ako ng napakaacidic. sagwa. nagchowking breakfast kami ni toph at halle. kinwentuhan ako ni topher, para nga daw akong gago. kung anuanong shit pinagsasabi ko bago matulog.

san na yung ano, puta kinabalu? kunin mo ung puta kinabalu!

hell, even the lucid me would not understand what i meant that time.

eto pa, sinasabi ko daw "OI UNG SURGICAL FEE NI ARIES BAYARAN NYO!"

okaaaaaaaaay. ang weird. anuanong shit nga pinagsasabi ko.

oh, and this just in: nakarami daw ako ng halik kay genes!

crazy, crazy shit. seriously.

i wish i remembered!

POTA KINABALU, DUN NA!

I HAD SO MUCH FUN THAT I COULD NOT REMEMBER.
FUN TIMES! ^_^

maraming salamat kina aries, joe, genes at syempre pa -- ke empoy na dumale saken! yare! :D

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